yeah… all of a sudden i feel down… exhaustion maybe?? or maybe because i visited a certain profile and tiba2 rasa down… and then i watched a certain podcast, and terasa xsabar… or maybe i’m just tired, and pening, and rase cam nk demam… [sigh]

ok, ’til i’m back on a high…cya…

Salam ‘alaikum all…

things i’ve done during this particular autumn holiday:
- travel
- snap pictures, race luges, swoop, zorbing (mostly at rotorua, cool place, wanna go there again)
- travel
- record (raya) videos, lotsa them, at welly, at palmerston north, at some other place i can’t remember the name of….
- travel
- kenal2 perangai ‘junior’ (some are actually older than me)… mcm2 diorg nih…
- nearly terbabas on the SH1 on the way back… good thing everybody else tgh tido, so x kecoh sgt la, i think… (but now da kantoi la, taruk dlm blog, gomenasai minna san!!!)
- forget all about assignments and projects
- neglected my newly acquainted workout regime, all that hard work gone to waste…
- travel
- nearly forgot about the PTC design challenge (they wouldn’t let me forget it)
- procrastinated and eventually end up totally not calling my parents/family back at home (sooooo sorry abi, mama, kaklong, anas, muhammad, aliah)
- met loadsa new friends
- travel some more, snorkeling in the freezing autumn sea… exhausted.. (i should be sleepin, not writing some blog!)
- soul searching?? i guess you can call it that…

ahahaha…. i laugh alone in my solemn, mid-city apartment…

sooo…. basically, im logging in to tell everyone who happens to drops by that i have actly been alive these past few weeks (or months), (tho very nearly i would have becoming not so alive…)

i would like to write up in detail all my experiences since returning to aotearoa, but hey, yeah, maybe i should do that… it’d be fun… but the chances of that happening are… yeah…

thank you for reading, good nite!

[note to self, insert welly trip pictures here and there]